It's not my ******* job!!

I thought today's meeting is gonna be a great one, but no, I was proven so damn wrong! It's not the kind of meetings that I expected to be in. One thing to say.. cui ka lao sai! The only 2 things which I felt happy about is ws leading p&w and willie preaching. Other than that..wth. What is a meeting without an O-O-S? No one was called to do sound, the guitar was late, the laptop this person used was just crappie. Here's the start of what caused the meeting, for me, to be a bad and frustrating one. Went early, with gw, to do some epic@work stuff and his chorus board. At 6.30, where was the sound guy? av guy? person that was supposed to bring the guitar? Not even one in sight. So how..bobian..got to stand in the gap. And even when the guitar came, I seriously felt like slapping myself and asked myself why I didn't bring my guitar out just in case..oh..I remember..ws should be bringing his own..it's better that way, more used to his own..but then I then realised he's coming from work! so cannot be lugging a guitar in a hardcase around. The guitar that idk who brought for him sounded like crap, is the electronics spoilt or the mixer/speakers faulty? But nonetheless, ws ai zai, still can bring presence of God down, like what PCK said, the future of CHC's MDs. Anw..this person, A, shall not say who..wanted to play a video..but then I realised there's totally no cable for the laptop. Me n sh were trying every possibility to slove the problem but there was just none. Asked DFO, lagi best..he said..I not sound one leh. Then zhao alr. HUH? Then you DFO for what? So ended up not playing it. Then after the meeting ended..this is THE 'BEST part'. Me and gw, supposedly, could pack up and just leave. But we both got stopped, A wanted to play his video and gw needed to teach chorus board, we stayed until 10! trying to do our best with whatever was in the room. At slight past 10, thank God! we could finally leave. Me n gw headed for supper with a few of the rest. A called gw..hey, the video no sound, is Samuel there with you?. Gw passed the phone to me..I ran up the freaking escalator which was not working and as soon as I opened the door, panting and frigging tired already after a long day..he played the video and there was sound!! WTH!!! i ran all the way up and suddenly there was sound? That was enough to piss me off, then he asked for the fullscreen for his video..I had no idea how and his laptop was an IBM..who uses IBM nowadays? Then there's this other song leader for the second session came up to me, giving me that bu shuang the tone and said..just now the mic no sound leh then I just sang without the mic lor. I'm like..hello?! wasn't there sound before I left? So who touched it?! God ah? Can't be right?! Then I went back to A and then he said, nvm la, in a bu shuang manner also. Not even a 'thank you' during the whole time I was there. I left the room totally pissed off. I ran my ass up there and that's what you give me? I wasn't supposed to do anything you know! even sh, who was already so tired was not supposed to do anything! I could have just left the console and be about my own business! DAMN!! And when A was introducing willie as the speaker..he didn't even give the recognition that willie's the best cgl of ck zone although he mentioned that like briefly. I think if I were to introduce, I could have done a better job. So you think you're an adult cell leader then you can go around stepping everywhere? And you think you can forget about giving the recognition that Willie deserves? I think if pck was speaking, I'm 100% sure things would be the complete opposite. For goodness sake, you're supposed to find people to help you do your job to run the meeting and not use free members then showing them attitude if they are not able to do stuff. Hello, we both VOLUNTEERED!! I don't think we deserve such treatment. IMO, I would rather have cg back at willie's or mine, so much better. Came home..dad asked me how was the meeting and why I looked like crap..dad and mum was also turned off when I told them what happened. and what made matters worst..I had already had a really bad day..and what is your damn problem?! Can't you just be normal?! If you wanna go at it then go la, why you want to keep your mouth shut?! then you come in and sit at a corner the whole day?! seeing this kind of things happening really worries me because there might these few consequences that may happen if things don't cool down soon. Pissed, frustrated, upset..you name it...bad hair day, with an equally bad day...