God In 2010.

First week of school has been a rough week and I haven't got into gear yet. But from tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna chiong sua!!! For the next 9-10 months, nothing's gonna stop me, prevent me from getting the grades that I want except for my laziness which I will and am trying to get rid off! This year is gonna be a breakthrough year and I know it! Recently, thoughts of transferring cell group are always in my head, is it a sign? Or is it just my wishful thinking? Met up with Jiajun yesterday to have his hair cut and my fringe trimmed off and also had dinner (Aston's express!!). Talked quite a bit and we were touching on cell group and also things outside of church. Shared with him my troubles for the cell group and I felt better after he encouraged me to believe that God has a purpose for putting me in where I am and that this period of time is a trial period and if I manage to pass this trial, I will eventually breakthrough. He's got his own set of problems too, and we're both believing as helpers in the cell group for a greater breakthrough this year as he begins to end poly and I'm on my final sprint towards my 'O's. I have already in mind where I want to go and I'm gonna do my best to reach that goal. Studies aside... It always feels good to see a younger Christian mature and grow everyday. And when you look back, you'll be thinking.. "man! she's come a long way to get to where she is today! the past is just like a fraction of how much she has accomplished!" in less than a year, after going through what seems to be a living hell at home and in school, she broke through all odds and now is beginning to serve God in a greater way, happy and cheerful. So proud of her! and I hope that what ever I have sown in her life will reap in due time. And I'm glad that I can share stuff with her that I find hard to share with others You know who you are! How I wish this kind of fighting spirit to go through all odds can be found in some of the members in my own cell group...sadly, I can hardly find. So..if I am really gonna transfer..I think I can leave peacefully, knowing that Joash is picking up guitar real fast and I was totally impressed at how he played during the short sharing Dorothea had with her members. I must admit, I didn't teach him much. i guess it's the passion and the heart for the Lord that is the driving force to all things. :D