Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I'm sleep deprived!

Things are starting to pick up in school although A Maths still seems to be a huge mountain to me but I think I'm gonna survive. Yesterday was my debut playing for leaders' meeting after 'official' understudy by Jermain. I was already super uber tired but the thought of playing just removed the tiredness and everything. It was at EDB and bus 5 was taking so long to come so I took 1 $4 cabbie ride to the place. I think I played a couple of wrong chords but they sounded alright to me at least. But the most important thing is there was presence and that's more important. Is this the start of my journey as a zone guitarist? :o I guess this is so. Maybe the previous DO meetings were just prep work for what's install for me and the events I'm gonna be involved in the near future. Pst. CK talked about the simple grace of a leader..he didn't present the message like a sermon but casual sharing of what he feels God is speaking to him about. A&B is coming but I got no idea when and probably we're gonna get a piece of land finally this weekend. Pst also asked all the cgls to quickly promote potential CGLs to MMs so that the can be promoted to PCGLs first. When he said that..never did it crossed my mind that my membership status will become PCGL anywhere near until now. When will it be my turn? Next month? The following month? hmm..well, if I'm called to lorh. And if I'm called to be a cell leader after my Os, I'd really like to do one thing before anything, and if I fail, then I guess cell group leadership has to wait a bit. Okay..I'm thinking of how to continue this post..so after the meeting, Pst came to me and gave me a pat on my back saying I played well, how did he know even when he wasn't there during praise & worship? Simple..God was there in the meeting. Then he had a chat with me while I was keeping my things next to him. He asked me where I was now, he at first guessed poly and when I told him I was only doing my Os this year, he was like, "woah, so young! goodgood!" Then I shared with him a bit about what mum and dad are doing now. He was certainly happy about it. Left EDB for my late late dinner @ Mac. Reached home at 12 plus and managed to fall asleep at 1.30!! Not enough!! Thank God today I have a light timetable or I think chewing gum won't even keep me awake!! That's all for now..I think I'm gonna have an extra early night!

I'm looking for..
Someone that'll walk this walk with me..
Someone whom I can trust like no other..
Someone I know-yours truly..
Someone that knows me inside out but still wants to know more..
Someone to be the next pillar standing beside me..
Someone I can be a light to..
Someone who will elevate..fly high..
Someone..
The basic necessity to make everything work out..

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